Diary Entry 2

Entry Date: 2024-10-05

Today was my birthday! I turned 19 today and for some reason it doesn't really feel special. I guess as you get older it just becomes another day.

It's just crazy because I remember when I turned 14, 16, 17 hell, even when I turned 18 and it felt somewhat special. Kinda makes me sad looking back on all those days and realizing that time only moves forward.

All you can do is look forward I guess. I really didn't realize how good I had it before I became an adult. My only responsibility was really just school and I didnt take it seriously, but now I have to worry about college, work, and what career path I want to go down.

And it just seems like I don't know what I want to do with my life. I start one thing I think I'd like to practice and be good at but then .... i just lose motivation for some reason. I'm also just more tired than ever but I guess that's the adult life.